Ian,
I also attend SLCC.
I am also a (little bit of a) fatty.
I also at one point considered carrying in my backpack, for the same reason as you have.
I also carry an SD9sc.
I also made a similar post here as yours.
I also rec'd almost the exact same feedback.
:lol:
In the end I purchased a SuperTuck for normal carry and a "SmartCarry" holster for when I need deep concealment. I got a better belt (and am in the process of getting an even better one), and started buying clothes a bit larger. I also got help here on how to best position my rig, which helped a ton.
My normal wear are jeans, a T-shirt or un-tucked polo-type shirt, and a levi-cut jacket. OCCASIONALLY the gun might show in class when bending over while seated... I do what I can to keep it from showing but figure if I accidentally reveal it... well, OOPS... but it's not illegal so I don't care much more than that.
Deciding to get rid of the pack helped me get over my feeling awkward carrying and not wanting ANYONE to know. Now I realize more than every that it is my right. I try to keep it concealed, but really that's just for tactical reasons and to not get "fingered" by some future BG who might live and work around me. But if I print or otherwise reveal I'm carrying I frankly don't care.
Just something to think about. Welcome to the club! I saw another guy last semester carrying (he was in the stall and was inadvertently displaying his gun UNDER the stall... heheh) too. It makes me wonder how many of us there are at SLCC.